Wondering what exactly a dangerous mind would be up to right now, and also assessing my own thoughts in the process, whether they can be called dangerous enough to suit or not.
But well, judging my own abilities, I think imagining a person nailed to the wall, and getting them whipped till they turn blue, is dangerous enough, at least for me. A few days ago I was bent on deciding if a person deserved judgement on earth itself or should I wait for the heavens to act, and, not knowing or figuring how my life has changed over the last 4 weeks, I come up with a better thought almost every other day, and smile to myself saying, "I'm on the right path", and I don't need someone else to reassure me, anymore.
I have been making quite a few new friends, and I don't yet know whether they will stay for life or not, nobody can tell, actually, but I do know the fact that they have made a certain degree of difference to my life, and in my thoughts and I truly thank them for putting me at it. A few classmates, a colleague (if I daresay, a senior, nonetheless ), an old crush, who I absolutely respect for the man he is today, and of course, the spiritual masters who have guided me all along.
The above mentioned, have actually made an effort to bring me out of a dilemma and a total emotional crisis that I had subjected myself to, and I am happy to boast about the fact that I am coming out of it pretty well, sooner and better than I had expected to.
I have known this for a fact now, that I am here for a purpose, to serve myself, and people who are important to me, and this has nothing to do with pinning a certain someone down against the wall. I wouldn't even care anymore and it feels like a heavy baggage has been unloaded from my shoulders, and now I can finally relax (although there is a certain put down feel to it still ) but I hope to overcome it soon. :)
There are people who love me, believe that I can do wonders and care about whether my smile today and tomorrow is gonna be genuine or not. And I have decided to kickstart a new phase of my existence altogether from this point on and I intend to make it big, henceforth.
Hoping I have your blessings too.
Peace
:)
But well, judging my own abilities, I think imagining a person nailed to the wall, and getting them whipped till they turn blue, is dangerous enough, at least for me. A few days ago I was bent on deciding if a person deserved judgement on earth itself or should I wait for the heavens to act, and, not knowing or figuring how my life has changed over the last 4 weeks, I come up with a better thought almost every other day, and smile to myself saying, "I'm on the right path", and I don't need someone else to reassure me, anymore.
I have been making quite a few new friends, and I don't yet know whether they will stay for life or not, nobody can tell, actually, but I do know the fact that they have made a certain degree of difference to my life, and in my thoughts and I truly thank them for putting me at it. A few classmates, a colleague (if I daresay, a senior, nonetheless ), an old crush, who I absolutely respect for the man he is today, and of course, the spiritual masters who have guided me all along.
The above mentioned, have actually made an effort to bring me out of a dilemma and a total emotional crisis that I had subjected myself to, and I am happy to boast about the fact that I am coming out of it pretty well, sooner and better than I had expected to.
I have known this for a fact now, that I am here for a purpose, to serve myself, and people who are important to me, and this has nothing to do with pinning a certain someone down against the wall. I wouldn't even care anymore and it feels like a heavy baggage has been unloaded from my shoulders, and now I can finally relax (although there is a certain put down feel to it still ) but I hope to overcome it soon. :)
There are people who love me, believe that I can do wonders and care about whether my smile today and tomorrow is gonna be genuine or not. And I have decided to kickstart a new phase of my existence altogether from this point on and I intend to make it big, henceforth.
Hoping I have your blessings too.
Peace
:)
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